Not sure

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I think winter is coming faster than I wanted.  Ok, good news is I'm finally getting the weight loss meds I've wanted.  Thank you to all my supporter!!!  I have the best fsmily and friends ever who always pray for me!  I've already noticed so much more energy!  

The bad news I'm still getting headaches.  Although this morning it wasn't as bad.  I get really tense in my shoulders and neck, so we cake to the conclusion that it possibly could be from me not moving my head as much as a normal person per say due to a tube in my throat.  But, who knows.  I give up on trying to figure things out with my body.  

Then late afternoon today I apparently moved wrong and did something to a muscle in my lower back or punched something.  It's so painful I was almost in tears tonight.  It's so dang frustrating.  It seems like one thing after another.  

My trach cap seems to be pooping of more frequently also.  I would totally use some gorilla glue to hold that baby on, but unfortunately I have to get in there to clean it out several times a day.  Ann, your still alive is just what I keep telling myself.  It has to get better soon.  At least we have the CUTEST 4 fur babies that like to cuddle with me.  

Well the picture I attached. One showed up from this day 3 years ago, then the other is from today.  I don't see a difference 🤦🏻‍♀️.  

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