I think I finally need to admit I'm a sick person :(

Friday, I went to cardiac rehab.  I was very short of breath walking in and Kelly and Jane quickly took notice and acted.  They were right.  I ended up in one er room testing and more testing done to try and figure this crap out.  Got a CT, got moved to another er room and was told the best thing would to be taken to eau claire so they can try and figure all this out.  The plan was a bronchoscopy which can't be done in cumberland.  Well on the ambulance right the breathing got increasingly worse.  So when I got to Sacred Heart I was put on a BiPap breathing matching right away.  Dr. Obaid (pulmonologist) decided that with my breathing being as bad as it was to not do the bronchoscopy that night.  I spent all night on the bipap and in the morning felt pretty well so 3pm yesterday they did it.  The also at that time got a biopsy further down.  They believe it may be Tracheal Stenosis.  Hopefully this can be treated medically, but if not surgery will have to be done.  It is a very complicated, risky surgery on the neck so I would have to go to Abbot or the U to have this done.  I am starting to come to terms that my life for me and my family will be a "new normal" not sure how yet, but it will.  I am nervous yet just want them to figure it out and get me fixed.  I not only ask that you say a little prayer for me but for all of my family....Bud, my parents, Jenn, Bill and Lynn, Miranda and Dylan and for sure Dom and Jack.  They are rock and have pretty much been doing everything for me. From carting the boys around to paying for school stuff for them.  Thank you all so much.