3 AM Repositioning of Jack ❤️
It's 3 AM. Im currently still awake and I just got done repositioning Jack for probably the 7th time tonight. Yes, I have all of my health "stuff" but right now, obviously my main concern is Jack. I mean, as much pain as I watch him in, I have sat here and thought tonight, am I wrong to be so sad for him as this is nothing compared to what so many other kids face daily like cancer, or quadriplegia? Yes, he is in a ton of pain, but his can be fixed and I can comfort him. There are so many other parents who can't "fix" their children. It just makes me sad. Then I go on to think: ok, I'm now off of work until he is able to have surgery so I can take care of him, because of obviously nights like this. And, all during the day the same thing happens. How the heck am I going to afford all of anything? This poor kid, he feels so bad for needing help, Everytime he asks me for help, he apologizes...