Seriously?
When you were a kid, were you ever sick the night before you were supposed to do something really fun the next day? Like go to a friend's house for a sleep over, or go on a field trip or something? So, when you woke up, and all throughout they day you kept telling yourself you were better, even though maybe you weren't, just to make yourself think you were? I remember one time I did. Then, I went to that friends house and, in a short amount of time after being there, I threw up. Well, I think I'm in the same predicament. I wanted to be able to so badly just work one shift at Baga. The job that is my dream job. The job that has been my absolute most favorite in my life. The job I have felt I have done my best creative work at. Just one two hour shift. And I couldn't. I wanted so badly to see all my Tempesta relatives I only get to see two times a year, and I already missed the first time due to being sick....