Not the best patient 🤐
So, tomorrow will be 4 months since I got my trach. It’s seems like I’ve had it for 4 years! On the 11th it was 8 months since I got sick and was put on the vent! Last night I couldn’t sleep so I jumped on Facebook and went back and read all the posts from people who were/are praying for me since I got sick! Wow! I have an army! Now, during this pandemic my surgeries are on hold :(. And yes, I thought selfishly for a couple of days and thought to myself “this needs to go away so I can have my surgeries!” Well, a couple days later I had a little coming to Jesus talk with myself. I have an airway, I can breathe, I tested negative for carona. I wasn’t getting out of pajamas, I wasn’t putting on makeup or even combing my hair. I was sick of gaining weight being on the Prednisone because I’m supposed to be loosing weight, so like the terrible patient I can be I quit taking it. I figured well I’m completely closed already...